宝宝我不知道

August 31st, 2009

很久以前

有个人

用热情温柔和温心

抓住了我的心

带有一点点浪漫气氛的这个人

让我开始

愿意为了他

付出了

前所未有的一切

但原来天降的奇迹

是很短暂的

不到几个月

从前的那温柔体贴温暖窝心热情追逐

慢慢在我不知不觉时变了

变得怎样我不想重复

但绝对不是我当初认识的“爱”

在我发现到已经转变时

我不敢相信

为什么第一次真心彻底的把心交给人时

竟然会这样

那时我想了很久

都不知答案是什么 (又或者我不愿意去面对)

所以我不断的催眠自己

你只是一时糊涂而已

你一定会改变的

你不会那么狠心的

有人曾说过

以前我总是不理不踩

冷淡又狠心

可知道那是为什么吗？

因为我害怕把心交给一个不会呵护的人

看我外表上很坚强不屈

但你可知道我的心是多么的脆弱吗？

你对很多异性都会耐心照顾帮助

说什么她们比我脆弱

说什么她们什么都不会

说什么她们比我可怜

对待她们的温柔耐心往往比对待我来得有心

知道别人生病了

去吃饭时会记得买包粥

别人伤心难过时会耐心的安慰

我生病了

你人在哪？

随便问一问，还是当我假装呢？

我伤心流泪时你是怎样骂我？

告诉我到底做你的女朋友。。。是怎么一回事？

我可没有你那些女子朋友得空可以装傻装病！

原来做一个有能力帮助你的女强人

会招到这样的对待

既然如此

我还是日日夜夜的守在你身边

不断的希望你会改变

变回当初我认识的那温柔体贴浪漫热情的宝宝

过了一年又一年

一次又一次的失望难过

一次又一次伤害我出卖我

我还是不知死活留在你身边

盼望总有一天可以找回

当初让我甜蜜微笑的你

当初那无论如何都把我留住的你

昨晚我梦见了爸爸

我哭个不不停的问他

你女儿，我到底做错了什么？

你果然是情场的前辈

我并没有你那多次爱情的经验

7 次

不算多

但绝对不少

可有为了这数目而骄傲吗？

你学聪明了

不再为女朋友花心思

不再为女朋友花大钱

不再为女朋友吃醋难过

总保持着不理不踩的心态

而我

倒霉咯

竟然在你学聪明之后才认识你

你所有不再做的事情

统统由我来办

你就继续不理不踩

知道了我的心事

你竟然告诉我

你不知道该怎么办

你无能为力

你无心的

这些话你对我说了无数次

总是说得天花地乱

到行动时就告诉我无能为力

该怎么办？

你帮助了那么多异性朋友

这时候不敢去问她们怎么办吗？

吵架你会累

难道我不会吗？

你可以说你有情绪会乱发脾气没有耐心

为什么？

为什么我就没有这样的权力？

对

我毕竟比你小力很多没办法弄痛你

但你可记得

我毕竟还是个女人

宝宝

我真的累了

累得泪流干了

累得说不出话了

心碎得不知该从何收拾起

而我也知道

你又会告诉我

你不知该怎么办

也不知该从何收拾

要到什么时候

你才会说出

你知道了

你知道该怎么办了

你会了

你有能为力了呢？

是该放弃了吗?

宝贝，我，不知道

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PDG @ PG

February 7th, 2009

Paddington..

This time, at Penang.. forgot the mall name (>.

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B**ches

November 18th, 2008

Topic today is bitches..

I remember someone told me ‘ I’m glad you are not that bitchy type of girls’.

Then it kept me thinking… How do you define whether that particular girl is bitchy or not?

When they gossips and spread rumours?

When they tried to win your bf heart/desire?

When they try to make your guy sympathy on them?

or, When they are just there to ruin ppl’s life?

I don’t know bout you,

but for me, girls are still girls. We won’t defer too much from each other.

No matter how un-bitchy a girl is, there are still sides of them that are bitchy.

As for me, when something happen, I dont’ fully blame those bitchy girls.

Because by the end of the day, it is still your or your bf/gf’s decision to make.

If they gave in to those bitchy girls, then part of the responsibilities is on their shoulder as well.

If they layan those Bitches (*I mean).

If they totally ignore and tak layan from start, then Okay. You/she can say it’s not your fault coz you never entertain at all.

(>.

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Supper wor….

November 16th, 2008

Last night, baby was hungry and wanted to go out for Supper(plus late dinner). So… I changed and went into the car…

Who knows… baby drives all the way to ……………………………….

………………… to …………………………..

to ……………………………………………………….. Genting..

(>.

You can really smell and taste the Prawn taste in the soup & noodle!!

Tom yam is nice too!! with big oyster,prawn,fish,chicken,crab…etc

Overall, the food is good..

Just too expensive I think.. food is more expensive in Genting.. (not just food, but everything.. haha)

And of course won’t miss the chance to walk around and camwhore around..

=p

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LiL Vietnam

November 15th, 2008

One of our Fav place…

Food at Lil Vietnam is great, nice environment & reasonable price~

Therefore, me & baby loves to go there when we have the chance..

hm… what to order neh?

like this background..

slurp~ yummy yummy..

=D

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Naili’s Place

November 7th, 2008

I’ve always wanted to go to this restaurant - Naili’s Place.

Finally got to lepak there for some time..

Nice environment and the food is not bad.

=)

Feels like I’m at the beach somewhere…

And there is this Shark like thingy hangin there..

Nice~~~

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Quoted

November 7th, 2008

Quoted..

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4,5,7,9,11,13,14,15 already gone and more are gonna be missing..

October 12th, 2008

>>17:You look at their profile constantly.
>> 16:When you’re on the phone with them late at night and they hang up,you still

miss them even when it was just two minutes ago.
>> 15:You read their Texts and Ims Over and over again.
>> 14:You walk really slow when you’re with them.
>> 13:You feel shy whenever they’re around
>> 11:Your heart beats faster but slower at the same time when you think about them.
>> 10:You smile when you hear their voice.
>> 9:When you look at them,you can’t see the other people around you, you just see him/her.
>> 8:You start listening to slow songs while thinking about them.
>> 7:They’re all you think about.
>> 6:You get high just from their scent.
>> 5:You realize you’re always smiling when you’re looking at them.
>> 4:You would do anything for them!
>> 3:While reading this,there’s one person on your mind this whole time.
>> 2:You were so busy thinking about that person, you didn’t notice number twelve was missing
>> 1:You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself.